New Tattoo & Old Photoshoot☆

I've got a new tattoo. I wanted it so bad and i finally i got it. My original idea was another tattoo but since i've been having such a hard situation in my life and it's destroying me inside i changed it because i wanted something to express my feelings in a positive way.

 I made the design☆

It wasn't as painfull as some people says. It's my second tatto but the first one was less painfull

but somehow i was trying to enjoy that pain thinking about it's a way to remind me i can be strong

This pic is from the moment it was finished.The heart has a little tear wich means that my heart cries

I will try to explain the reason of my tattoo very short.

Stronger. This tattoo means that even tho my heart might be broken and crying i'm stronger than that and even it's not easy to me nothing will stop me from keep on making my life.

Now i'm gonna show you some photos from my ☆ 2010 Christmas Photoshoot ☆

As you can see i used some of these photoshoot pics in my new banner (^_^) i hope you like

i might be doing a photoshoot this christmas too!

Summer Dive and Tears

This entry will be very short.
there's just a week left to Summer Dive and i'm incredible sad about it (T__T)
i've spent all the past 2 weeks crying over it. It just feel so sad that i can't go
i cant join the happiness with all Cafekkos and An Cafe in their first concert after the hiatus
aslo i'm not from europa so i cant go the concerts there and i'm not sure yet if they will come to Venezuela (;__;) i dont know how to deal with it. it just hurt me so much