BusyΣ（ﾟдﾟlll）

I'm sorry i havent update in such days
university got me very very busyΣ（ﾟдﾟlll）i dont even went to japanese class this and past week (;__;)
i will try to update more !!!!
aslo i've been sad because i think something is wrong with Poupee girl (TT___TT)
i forgot my password and i went to the "forgot password" link to get the mail to reissue mine and since saturday i'm still waiting for it Σ（ﾟдﾟlll）Σ（ﾟдﾟlll）Σ（ﾟдﾟlll）i log out because my friend angie wanted a poupee and since she doesnt has internet at her house now i wanted to open her one here but her mail to create one didnt came either (>__<;) we sent it from stephanie's pc too but nothing so i think there's something worng with their authomatic mail service. I aslo sent a mail to Pupe adm and their replied, first saying they're not acepting mails in english so i had to re-write it in japanese and they replied telling me to check my spam folder and to let them know if i got it. I replied saying i didnt get and asking for help.
I really hope they can help me. i wanna go back to Poupee. but i'm really stupid for forgot my password.(; ω ;)

i got this for class ! ! ! 

These are some recent pics (^o^)

Sambil & drawing

Past saturday i went to Sambil mall with my friends marianela and angie ヾ(๑＾∇＾๑)ノ
i'm a bit sick ... it's hard to explain but i just gotta take care of what i eat but that day i just had to take a break because the doctor gave me a list of what i can eat and at the mall there was nothing so i ate chinese food...  (;´･ω･`) not the best but i ate just a bit of food.

Marianela and Me

Angie's brother is interesting in this movie so we took this pic to him w w 

it's angie and me when we were waiting for food

Marianela and Me (･ω･)

we aslo bought churros... and i ate couple of them (;´･ω･`) not the best idea but i was so yummy

It's nela being silly behind angie w w w

That day we aslo met jessica, she lives in another city of venezuela but she came to valencia and we met at Sambil ヽ(o^^o)ﾉ ! ! ! 

 Jess, Angie and Me (^o^) 

we all have Nacho bags w w w we bought several things there \(^^)/ i was so happy! they have such a lot of books and cute materials i need for my career

we were making fun of PSY new song oppa gangnam style and angie took a pic of us w w w

I made this draw at Design I class. the teacher gave us a short story the name was "El Loco" i loved it. so we had to draw what we get from it or how we interpret it. so this is how i did.

the 7 mask mean the faces we use everyday to hide our real self from the world and how it chain us but as the end of the story, got to be free from the mask and got the sunshine light at her face in this case (i decided to make it as a woman). it was very interesting.

Sadness&AN CAFE

Today might be one of the most sad entries of my blog.
i dont know where is should start... i mean, i don't even know how explain how i feel.

Starting on this
AN CAFE Venezuela ST has been working hard to get the chance to see An Cafe here for the 1st time in this world tour. The company that produce concerts here gave us hope and we had hope untill the last time but we've lose it. since today someone from another ST told me that the AC staff told them that they can't add more dates because they're full. Sincerely i broke my heart because it's obvious that if there's not chance for them there's either for us. even tho by venezuela side the ones who are working is that is the own company and not us i don't know if they can do anything or something. i doubt it, the tour is gonna start very soon and they havent say anything. I feel very nyappy for every cafekko from europe and south america who will go to the lives, but understand me for a moment, i've been a cafekko from 7 years now i've wait for it for years to get this, fake hopes and the hard work to stand the fact that they will be near me and i cant see them.
An Cafe is THE ONLY band i love with all my heart this way. they gave me hope, happiness, smiles, 6 wonderfull men that no matter what will always be there for me. 6 awesome men i wil love untill my last day in the world. Thanks to them i met such wonderful people, thanks to them i can see there's sunshine light even tho the darkness takes me. they have saved me, if i was born again and i had to choose i'd be An Cafe's music. they inspire me. i cant explain in words how much they mean to me.
and now that once again i cant see them i feel like there's nothing left for me. i know people might say something like "wait for the next tour" but put yourself in my shoes, how you'd feel about it? i've cried tons of times (including today). I want all cafekkos who will go to feel very happy and for the ones that it's their 1st An Cafe live, i hope them to really valorate it because it's just so wonderfull and awesome.
I dont wanna to feel that knife of my heart when the tour starts because i know i will hurt me too much, so maybe i'll disappear from when the tour starts untill it ends or maybe more time.
anyway i know anyone will miss me.
my heart can't stand it. no one knows how many times i've wish to be in one of their lives, i've wish to buy their merch to treasure it forever because it'll remember me that one of my dreams came true.
When i got my 1st An Cafe original CD i cried and i was saying "Thank God" a lot. it was a true gift that means the world to me.
If you're a Cafekko, and you will go to one or two of their lives... Please treasure it, valorate it, it's just a wonderful chance that God gave to you, it's a dream coming true and please, have the best time there.


Another of the reasons of why i'm depressed is because personal problems. something that got me very bad and that i'm cant say here. something that breaks my heart so bad. Nathalie knows what i'm talking about.
anyway i'm going off.

Bye Poupe - Hello Poupe ☆ 1st Week of Architecture

I'm very sad, i had like 3 years with my old Poupe girl
and my poupe got hacked and closed 2 days ago (TT____TT)
i was angry at the same time. It's just not fair

She was my old Poupe (;__;) 

Now even tho it hurts, i made a new one. You can see the pic and link here at my blog.

In other news, 1st week of Architecture has been good☆ the only annoying part is that PSM is far away from home and i gotta wake up so early and take such 3 bus to get there.
Yineska and i were lucky that some teachers havent start with class yet so we dont get any problem
just Design I teacher and we already did the homework (^_^) it was for yesterday but the teacher didnt come so we will give it tomorrow.

I'll post pics and tell more later.

Changes☆ Clothes☆ACV work o(≧∀≦)o

As the blog title says, Changes.
they have been happening to my life lately...  i gotta say i moved from UJAP college to PSM College. i've do that for several reasons and i hope it was the best decision!
i'm officially an Architecture student now☆ i feel proud and excited.
after being a laws student i noticed wasnt my career. i took the on i truly like
in fact after architecture i'd love to do some kinds of designs like clothes design and moreヾ(๑´∀｀)ﾉ
and one of my best friends is studying architecture at PSM too. her name is angie she have helped me and yineska a lot with it. (Yineska moved to PSM too)
私はUJAPの大学からPSMの大学に移った。私はいくつかの理由のためにそれを行うていると私はそれが最高の決断だったことを望みます！
私は今、正式に建築学生です☆私は誇りに思うと興奮を感じる。
法律の学生であることの後、私はそれは私のキャリアではなかったことに気づいた。私は本当に好きで取った
アーキテクチャ後に実際に私は服のデザインとより多くのように設計のいくつかの種類を行うのが大好きですヾ(๑´∀｀)ﾉ
そして私の親友の一人は、PSMで建築を勉強しています。彼女の名前は彼女が私とyineskaそれで多くのことを助けているアンジーです。（YineskaもPSMへの移動）

it's a pic of angie and me (๑´∀｀๑)  it might be from April i guess

my hair was long i miss it (;__;)

それはアンジーと私の写真です(๑´∀｀๑)それは私が推測4月からかもしれない

私の髪は長い間、私はそれを逃していた(;__;)

However i've got some new thingsヾ(o´ヮ｀)ﾉ  i'm very happy for that. I'd love to start to shop clothes and goods online! but first i gotta talk to my big sister w w

しかし、私はいくつかの新しいものを持ってヾ(o´ヮ｀)ﾉ私はそのためにとてもうれしいです。私はオンラインの服やグッズを買い物し始めるのが大好きです！しかし、私が最初に私の姉と話をする必要がありw w

as you can see this is the dress i was using when i went to chinese mall with my friends (๑╹ω╹๑ ) 

あなたが見ることができるようにこれは私が私の友達と一緒に中国のショッピングモールに行ったときに私が使っていたドレスです (๑╹ω╹๑ ) 

As you might know, An Cafe will start a worldtour soon, Venezuela has been in the battle to add us to the list of south america places. All cafekkos here have been working very very hardヾ(๑＾∇＾๑)ノ we all hope for the best even tho we're worried and sad. An Cafe has never been in venezuela before(◞‸◟；) we hope this to be the first time. Here are some photos of An Cafe Venezuela Members around venezuela working

i made this o(≧∀≦)o

these pics were taken at the Avalacha event in Caracas there's a lot of pics of cafekkos there ヾ(◍'౪`◍)ﾉﾞ 

this pic was from Barcelona, venezuela Cafekkos o(≧∀≦)o

this one was at Pto Ordaz o(≧∀≦)o

this lovely nyappy was made by Rai

it's my sister and i o(≧∀≦)o she's a cafekko too

 This event was great! o(≧∀≦)o there was a Jrock space and i was the ACV ST member there so i had to talk about An Cafe before the promo video for An Cafe Venezuela

it's me talking about An Cafe at the event. It was in Valencia btw

We hope all our work will get their result o(≧∀≦)o 

VENEZUELA IS NYAPPY

Amazing Blue ☆ Mc Donalds ☆ Friends Day

I'm so nyappy o(≧∀≦)o my Amazing Blue finally arrived ! ! ! I spent the whole week waiting for this it arrived on wednesday but i wasnt at home so at the next day my mom went to the mail office to get it o(≧∀≦)o I got Teruki's card ヾ(๑＾▽＾๑)ﾉ 

 Teruki and Me☆ w w w 

I feel so nyappy now that it arrived ヾ(๑＾▽＾๑)ﾉ 

Aslo couple days ago i went to Mc Donalds with my best friend

 It was a silly moment w w w (๑╹ω╹๑ ) 

Too much food (^-^;) but Lee and Urania were eating too w w

After go to mc donalds we were to steph's house to watch some tv, talk and play with our little hamster(๑´∀｀)σ i took a couple pics with our little Sindercalx   

cute (^_^) right?

And yesterday i went to the chinese mall with steph, angie and uraniaヾ(oﾟ◡ﾟo)ﾉﾞ it was so fun ! ! ! we ate chinese food and started to walk into the mall☆ it's a little mall but they have such cute stuff and clothes. We all went crazy with all cuteness w w w

 Me☆Angie☆Steph

That store is called Fashion Bear as you can see (^_^) they have such nice shoes, shirts, pants and more☆ i really like it (๑´∀｀๑) 

It's Urania and Me at another store. Keroppi and Doraemon w w 

then after leaving chinese mall we went to Camoruco mall to get a new hamster but they didn't have any (;__;) so we went to MultiCentro but they didnt have hamsters either (´･д･`) our last hope was Exito mall and they had hamster (^o^) there was a lot of them and they all were so cute we didnt know wich one choose. but at the end we choosed this one

 we dont have name for him yetヽ(o￫з￩)ﾉ but i call him "Mr Cake" w w 

isnt he cute?ヾ(o´ヮ｀)ﾉ 

 It's Urania and me when we were in our way to Exito Mall by taxi

I got these Hello Kitty glasses at Chinese mall 

i think the glasses are so cuteヾ(◍'౪`◍)ﾉﾞ 

Now i'm off to finish japanese homework and study. i have test next week and i'm bit nervous aslo on monday i gotta go back to university (- o -) no more vacations (; Д ;)

Summer Dive and Tears

This entry will be very short.
there's just a week left to Summer Dive and i'm incredible sad about it (T__T)
i've spent all the past 2 weeks crying over it. It just feel so sad that i can't go
i cant join the happiness with all Cafekkos and An Cafe in their first concert after the hiatus
aslo i'm not from europa so i cant go the concerts there and i'm not sure yet if they will come to Venezuela (;__;) i dont know how to deal with it. it just hurt me so much